Tuesday, May 15, 2007
i always try to have a smile on my face.
i try my best to be cheerful.
i try to be the peacemaker.
sometimes it's tiring.
sometimes i just feel like crying out loud.
my family gives me problems sometimes especially my brother.
that's probably why i got myself involved in the virtual world in seek of some comfort.
but that's also when the problems start.
friends and relationships.
everything just sorta comes at once.
everybody is not who i thought they were.
guys, they're hard to understand.
sometimes they're so nice, while other times they just give you shiet.
i guess they don't really care how others feel.
self-centered? maybe.
i dunno.
keeping all these inside makes me sick.
i just feel like letting go of everything.
i don't even know what i'm saying right now.
maybe i'm just thinking too much.
zomg i'm emo-ing.
God please help me.
11:04 PM;
